Welcome To My World
Welcome to my world. It's really a pretty amazing place we live in isn't it? How is it that there's any sort of world at all? To get a perspective we kind of need to step back a bit to see it all from a sort of relative view. Our entire planet might be compared to a microscopic speck of dust within a subatomic particle on an electron which is part of an atom that along with a vast gathering of other atoms clinging together, held by mysterious forces that all together make up a single grain of sand lost within billions of beaches in something we call a universe because it's just too big to describe in any other way. So infinitesimally small yet we have everything needed to sustain a fairly comfortable existence for generations of countless different but interdependent life forms. And if that weren't strange enough the whole thing only exists within our mind - our imagination, a world and universe we're convinced is real because of what we believe are our senses of sight, sound, taste, touch, and smell (and likely more). Not a bit of what we so casually call reality can possibly exist - but here we are, right smack in the thick of it believing we somehow have important things to do. For what it's worth, I do believe we have very important things to do, although they’re not likely to be what we define as important. One thing that I'm quite certain about is that we are something like a ray of divine light, emanating from a great and common source and each ray exists with a very unique and sacred purpose beyond anything we can know or even imagine. Confusing? Maybe or maybe not, like I said, welcome to my world.
My Book - This Little Light Of Mine
It's All In How You Look At Things
It's quite incredible really, if you step back a moment
to see from another perspective. Here we are, spinning on an axis, faster than
the speed of sound, screaming in a loop at unimaginable speeds around a hub we
call the Sun. It’s like we’re on a gigantic Tilter-Whirl in the carnival of the
Universe! The ride never stops, you can only let go and be flung off into new
unknown adventures. My gosh, what a gas! What a really incredible thing we've
got going here
Being Transgender
It's such an odd feeling sometimes - being transgender. Peeking out through the 5 senses and feeling that I'm projecting myself in a particular way. There's a self image that feels like me, but I hear a voice that can't possibly be mine so I adjust it. I look in a mirror believing that I'll recognize the reflection of the person I feel I am but doesn't seem to match my expectation. Not just something like height or weight, but something deep within me. The unique me that only I can be. Thank goodness for hormone replacement therapy (hrt). Thanks to hrt my reflection is becoming much more like the person I feel like. It just feels so much better.
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